Changed the layout back. I couldn't stand it anymore. lol

So...a new layout...I don't know if I like it or not. lol. I've had the other ever since I started this journal.
Oh well.

Anyway...still working on Twilight fics. [Yeah. That means there are two. :P] Hopefully I will be able to post one, if not both of them, in the next few days. For real this time. >.<

I ordered more things online today. They included 3 things I really don't need. ^^;; That being the first Vampire Babylon book, the 2008 Warped Tour Comp, and A Midsummer Night's Dream. Ugh. Kill me.

I also asked my mom if she would either buy me Warped Tour tickets, or pay for my way up to Cincinnati and back. >.> She said to talk to her about it later. I still haven't told her about my hair. hah.

WARNING: PIC SPAM

WTF Miley Cyrus' brother!!!


& WTF Mitchel Musso's brother!!!








Yeah...I totally hadn't realized that the guys from Metro Station were related to the Hannah Montana crew. >.>

I don't know if it's really the earliest, but...when I was little, these family friends babysat me. And, they had this gorgeous golden retriever that I would ride around on. I'm pretty sure I must have been pretty young. To be able to ride on her back, I mean...and now that I think back on it, I feel pretty bad for that dog.

I've been playing this song over and over all day. 0_0 I do that a lot. And, then I usually get tired of the song and hate it afterward. [Just think "Sugar We're Going Down" and you'll get it]

I just think the lyrics are extremely cute. ^^
I've had a habit of downloading these love songs lately, and I don't know why. =\

A Walk Through Hell
by Say Anything

And if I could swim, I'd swim out to you in the ocean,
Swim out to where you were floating in the dark.
And if I was blessed, I'd walk on the water you're breathing,
To lend you some air for that heaving, sunken chest.

'Cause they chose you as the model for their empty little dreams,
With your new head and your legs spread like a filthy magazine.
And they hunt you, and they gut you, and you give in.

And if I was brave, I'd climb up to you on the mountain,
They led you to drink from their fountain spouting lies.
And I'd slay the horrible beast they commissioned
To steer me away from my mission to your eyes.
And I'd stand there, like a soldier, with my foot upon his chest,
With my grin spread, and my arms out, in my bloodstained Sunday's best,
And you'd hold me; I'd remind you who you are under their shell.

I'd walk through hell for you, let it burn right through my shoes
These soles are useless without you
Through hell for you, let the torturing ensue;
My soul is useless without you...

And if they send a whirlwind, I'd hug it like a harmless little tree.
Or an earthquake, I'd calm it, and I'd bring you back to me.
And I'd hold you in my weak arms like a first born.

I'd walk through hell for you, let it burn right through my shoes,
These soles are useless without you
Through hell for you, let the torturing ensue;
My soul is usless without you...

Through hell for you
Through hell for you
Without you, without you...
Through hell for you.
Without you...
Through hell for you

Now I've walked through hell for you.
What's an adventurer to do,
But rest these feet at home with you?




Anyway...I'm off to work on a new story. It's Jacob/Bella [Twilight] :D
Look for it in the next couple days...maybe. >.

You know. I can remember when I used to have so many troubles with LJ. We had dial-up, so everything was slow. And, I never copied and pasted, even though I knew I should. I would get so mad when the thing would glitch and I couldn't get the whole 500+ words that I had just typed back. That was before they had the neat little Auto-Save feature.

Anyway...I wrote a little today. Only about a page, but I figure that's better than what I've been doing. I'll try to finish it either by tonight or tomorrow.

This is...what?...my third post today? [well, not really it's kind of Friday now] Wow. I don't think I've ever posted that much. haha. It's a blogger's life. @_@ Yeah, right...

I do come baring something, at least. ^^ This is part of the first chapter of Xarenival, an original work that I started ages ago. Have I posted about it before?...It's based, sometimes loosely and sometimes not so much, on a couple of years of my high school life. I know I'm dorky. [And, then main character is a little fabricated. It's fiction, after all. XP] But, it was better than nothing when my mind went blank for almost a year. So...here it is, if you like.

( No. I didn't think it would be fun in any way. And, I was willing to bet my next paycheck that Jo felt the same. Unfortunately, that is not what came out of my mouth to answer her... )

Sorry for the gazillion typos I probably made. I didn't feel like going through and reading everything again. >.<

And, oh yeah. My book is pre-ordered now. ^^ I can't wait!

I'm dying for an Emmett/Bella fic! >.< If someone finds one [what? like, maybe 2 people actually look at my journal?] send me a link. Why I want to find one so bad, I have no idea.

I did find a couple by searching on ljseek, but they were all "PG". =\ Ugh. I dunno. Maybe no one ships them...

Other than that, things are going pretty crappily. My mother pretty much knocked me out of getting $600, and is trying to play it off like she didn't know what she was doing. And, she still expects me to come visit her and even want to live with her! Grr...I think I'll just go about my own business minus her.

I think I'm going to pre-order Breaking Dawn either this evening or tomorrow morning. ^^ Ugh. You can't even begin to comprehend how excited I am.

Breaking Dawn preview

Midnight Sun - first chapter

Well...ehm, let's see. I think vampires are wonderful! ^^
But, if you were to ask me that question as a child, I would have said "Vampires are scary!" I dunno. I had this irrational fear of things that lurked in the night when I was a kid. But, if you would have found me in puberty, an awkward, rebellious, confused little freak, I was pretty much fascinated by them. And, still am. I mean, I guess it'd be pretty neat to live forever...in a way.

But, I also have a deep love for dear Lucian (from Underworld) and Jacob Black. ^^ I even named my hamster after a werewolf! XD (Sam Uley) There's something about the sadness of it all that gets me, I think.

As for which race I'd rather be...I think I'd have to pick the vampire. I don't think I'd really like drinking blood or outliving certain people, but it'd definitely be better than living forever in pain as a dog. @_@

Holy Crow, I honestly don't remember. I've had a LiveJournal ever since I was a sophomore in high school, and that was about 5 years ago. I'm pretty sure it had something to do with MCR or some other band.